I tried to say I'd be there, waiting for...

so this morning i painted my nails midnight blue and didn't smudge a single one of them, not one little flaw. i'm pretty proud of myself, not just cause they came out so perfect, but for having the patience to let them dry fully.

you see, it was a really bloody weekend. but it's ok though, i'm still standing, a little bruised but otherwise unharmed. i'm proud of that, too. it's not every weekend you lose 3.25 friends in one swift motion. it's ok, though, i'm fine and we'll be fine. in fact we've never been closer. we spent sunday formulating our plan, not a plan B but THE plan. and whatever skepticism i had was demolished after our 2 hour conversation last night in bed. he did most of the talking, but i can't describe to you how much was accomplished in that time. we're really going to do this.

all but one of you have no idea what i'm talking about. it's ok. there's still so much more planning to do before i'm ready to share our secret with the world.

(wink)

ps do you ever use the popcorn button on the microwave? cause i always look twice when i see a red grand am.

- Red Hot Chili Peppers "By The Way" -