and this is the moment that I live for

ugh, drill this weekend. can't wait for that fights over the AAR for AT last month. and it's too late now to tell them i can't go. i friggin hate the army. and i have to be absolutely PERFECTLY squared away this month, too, since i made such a big deal about the unprofessionalism of the senior enlisted during AT. such a shame, too... i totally don't have the motivation to do all that shit. they don't deserve it. i think i just might take off my rank in protest.

also, pool PT on the training schedule for sunday?? is someone joking??

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so some strangeness in the past few days...

a new friend who's just enough emo without being annoying, a new card game, and the realization that i suck so much worse at cards than i thought (but still not as bad as CF)...

a new set of responsibilities at work and the promise of a raise, the opportunity to get a second job so that i can start saving hardcore (sigh)...

a REASON to save in the form of a cell phone number, an adorable little voice, and some paperwork (finally)...

an evening with Cin watching family guy, eating ice cream, and talking about boys, love notes, kissing, and everything else girls are supposed to talk about (incredibly random!!)...

a phone call out of the blue today, craziness back home, and pretending nothing ever happened (never felt so good)...

a house to myself (where the hell is my roommate??)...

a set of 10 dark blue toenails.

- Story of the Year "Anthem of our Dying Day" -